Sunday, October 3, 2010

My feel now

Hello my sweety blogger :) I want to tell you about my feel now ! let's read !


I don't know what im feel right now . Sometimes i feel sad :( , but somethimes i feel happy :)
I don't know why im feel like that . My feeling say im miss it someone, but i don't know who is i miss it :(
hmm im miss my mom or someone? i don't know :'( Im really feel sad now ! help me god aaaaaaaaaaaa :'((
I want cry :'( my feel now is not good! my feel just want cry cry and cry :'(
In front a lot of people im smile and laugh but in behind a lot of people im sad and cry :'(
you know i crying now and now im playing hate to miss someone :'(




Mom i miss you so much more than you know ! From grade 2 elementary school you had left me until now, im never been see you again mom :'((   I want to see you again, I know I can see you again but Im so hard to see your face! question : do you love your mother?  answer: yes I do love her but now I hate her and I wanna kill her!! Sometimes I envy with all people the once have mother, can story playing shoping together and doing anything with mother, but me? I never get hug kiss time story anything :'( aaaaaaa ilove you mom I miss you so much but I hate you so much too I wanna kill you!!




I want to go some where! every where! the once quiet and calm ! I want go there because why? because I want scream as loud to make me until I feel satisfied !!!!!


I want cry :'( God help me please !!!




*deyacdp